Sunday, 30 March 2014

The beauty of prayer

Prayer in Islam is simply beautiful. Every time I pray I feel like I have discovered something new or I remember something within it that I hadn’t focussed on for a while. It is like you are entering a cave full of millions of precious jewels and every time you enter the cave, a different one glistens and catches your eye and you are in awe all over again of what you are seeing.

If I described every precious jewel, I would be writing a book, so I will pick out a few of the things that often manage to capture my heart when I pray. This is more of an article than a blog in length but I wanted to do the topic justice.

1.    Making Wudhu
I love making Wudhu. Firstly, making Wudhu reminds me of how Allah is All-Seeing and All-Knowing. Whatever my outward actions, Allah knows everything that is in my head and my heart and He knows everything I do. For example, if you are a child and your mum tells you to wash before bed and brush your teeth, and in typical child fashion you can’t be bothered, you will do what you need to convince her you have done it with as minimal effort as possible. But with Allah, you can’t pretend you washed yourself properly before prayer while cutting some corners. This principle is something I love about being Muslim. It gives me such confidence to know that my faith in Allah and my decision to live my life to please only Him will keep me morally consistent. Knowing that He sees all that I think, feel and do, I will not be easily swayed by people or circumstances to deviate from the right path or cut some corners when it comes to doing the ‘right’ thing, because I am accountable fully and only to Him at all times.

Secondly it just feels so good to purify myself five times a day; to cleanse my soul over and over again. In the Hadith it explains how Wudhu washes away your sins. It means you approach your prayer in a state of spiritual purity so you can indulge in its beauty and renew your intention to fill your heart with the light of Allah (swt).

2.    Allahu Akbar (Takbir)
Sometimes when I pray, I get fixated on saying Allahu Akbar. Saying Allahu Akbar is known as ‘Takbir’ in Islam and means God is Greater. We say it so many times I think it is easy for it to blur into the background of our prayer. But if we bring it to the fore, it can make your prayer feel so incredibly liberating. Because you are simply stating over and over that God is Greater. He is greater than any problem, any person, anything. People sometimes mistakenly think it means ‘God is Great’, but it is so much better than that. It is the fact that whatever is going on in your life, literally anything, God is Greater than it. And so you can just hand it all to Him, let it all go, take that weight off your heart and free yourself of it because God is Greater.

3.    Remembrance of the mercy of Allah and His sustenance
One of the first things we recite in prayer and recite in every rakat is Surah Al-Fatiha. And we start with Bismillaahir-rahmaanir Rahim. Alhamdullilah Rabbil-Alamin. Ar-Rahmaanir-Rahim. In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and the Sustainer of the Worlds. Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

We are told that He is our Sustainer and are therefore reminded that it is Him that we should turn to in times of need because only Allah can truly sustain us through all things . This duniya and everything in it is temporary and so if we seek things of this world to sustain us, we will inevitably be let down at some point. Yasmin Mogahed talks brilliantly on this subject and explains how through Allah you can ‘reclaim your heart’.

No doubt you can think of at least one time in your life where you relied on for something for happiness (money/people/possessions/appearance etc) and created an unhealthy attachment to it so that your happiness became dependent on it. And then it got taken away from you because it was only ever temporary, like everything in this world, and you were left in despair. So as you begin prayer you are remembering to detach from your reliance on anything or anyone in this world and stating that your sustenance  - true unfaltering sustenance – comes from the One you are about worship.
 
After this sustenance we are immediately reminded that Allah swt has told us he is Most Merciful. Indeed throughout the Quran we are told not to despair of the Mercy of Allah. "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful." (Az-Zumar 39:53). We are told to keep turning back to Allah no matter what, and in our prayer that is exactly what we are doing 5 times a day. We are turning to Allah over and over and setting ourselves free of sin through renewing our relationship with Him and His infinite mercy. In the Hadith we are told:
 
“Allah has one hundred parts of mercy, of which He sent down one between the jinn, mankind, the animals and the insects, by means of which they are compassionate and merciful to one another, and by means of which wild animals are kind to their offspring. And Allah has kept back ninety-nine parts of mercy with which to be merciful to His slaves of the Day of Resurrection.” [Muslim, al-Tawbah, 6908.]
 
This means the mercy of Allah is 99 times greater than the most mercy you have ever witnessed any human being or animal in this duniya give to another living creature. SubhanAllah.  Every time I recite Ar-Rahmaaanir Rahim my heart feels completely overwhelmed as I attempt to contemplate the level mercy that I have been given by Allah (swt).


4.    Reciting Quran – Keeping the guidance of Allah just where we need it
We recite two different Surahs in addition to Surah Al-Fatiha when we pray, and this means we have a big incentive to memorise the words of the Quran - the words of Allah swt.

Reciting Quran in our prayer means we do not deviate from this guidance and the mercy given to us by Allah because our prayers are filled with His words, not our own. And so rather than our prayers becoming all about what we want or need, it is in fact all about what He wants us to know so we may be successful in this life. It is through this, not through our desires, that we truly gain strength and help from Allah. We then save our personal requests to Allah for our duas, keeping a healthy balance in our relationship with God.

It also means that whenever we are facing a moment when we need the words of our Lord to help or guide us, we have kept this invaluable resource just where we need it, available any time, anywhere – stored safely in our memory.

5.    Sending Salaams to the Prophet (Alayhi Salaam)
It states in the Hadith that when the Ummah send their Salaams to the prophet, Allah has sent angels to gather them from us and take them to him (Alayhi Salam).

The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Allah has angels who go around on earth, conveying to me the salaam of my ummah.” [Narrated by al-Nasaa’i, 1282; classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Targheeb, 1664.] 

 When we perform Tashahhud – the part of the prayer performed while kneeling – we say, Peace to you, O Prophet, and the mercy and blessings of Allah” (As Salaamu ‘alaika ayyuhan nabiyyu wa rahmatul laahi wa barakaatuh).

So, at this moment in our prayer, our salaams are being gathered by angels to take to the Prophet (alayhi salaam). Knowing this makes me smile so much every time I say these words as I imagine angels coming to me during my prayer to capture my salaams and take them to rasool-Allah!


6.    Sujood – elevating you heart and assuming a position of absolute submission and humility
I have loved this position from the first time I prayed. I remember the first time I prostrated and I just wanted to stay there because I had taken the decision to submit to Allah, and I felt like sujood epitomised the state of my heart and mind. Now, it means every time I perform sujood I am putting myself in this state of humility and submission before Allah, and remembering that I am at my best - my most peaceful and my most calm - when I fully submit to Allah.

Most of all, I love how this is the only position where your heart is higher than your head. A mind without a heart can be lethal. We see around us how people will justify and rationalise the worst of acts in their head which would simply not have been possible if their hearts had been involved in their decision making. And so keeping our hearts elevated is vital if we are going to use our minds in the right way.

This in itself is beautiful, but it is also an important lesson that we must nurture our hearts to be only for Allah swt. Allah illuminates our hearts if we seek Him, and only by following a heart illuminated by Allah are we able to be truly successful in this life. If our heart is not illuminated by Allah then it we will not be successful because what you think is your true heart may in fact be a desire that goes against the guidance of Allah. And so sujood is not just about elevating your heart above your head, but about elevating it towards Allah while in a position of submission. You must ensure that the heart you are following is only for Allah because only when your heart has submitted fully to Allah and puts Allah first will it guide your thoughts and actions successfully.

I could write so much more about the beauty of prayer however I hope this gives a taste of the things that make prayer the best part of my day :).

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